If your Going Through Hell Keep Going

If your going through hell then by all means baby keep on going. After every storm there is a rainbow. God has a blessing with your name on it and I’m not at all being cliche. In life you have to experience some pain to release your purpose. I know the pain seems unbearable but, you can make it through. Don’t give up because things are tuff keep going because, life will soon change. Give yourself the benefit of doubt that you can overcome an obstacle with the help of the Lord. Believe in yourself even when your life is a havoc. Sweetheart the labor of your fruit is not in vain God, is viewing all of your works. He sees your silent tears, your hidden insecurities, and coping mechanisms he has not forgotten about you. He is with you during hell~like season. So, baby wipe away your tears, gather your thoughts, and continue to do good works and remember this too shall pass. This season of your life will makes sense  a couples from now.

Prayer:

In the name of Jesus I come against every negative thought, every suicidal thoughts, every devilishly temptation, and every sinful act. I pray a covering over your mind. I pray good labor over your hands. I pray that God removes any outlet that would persuade you to do the wrong thing. I pray that God fulfills your your needs during this time. I pray that God surrounds you with Christ~like people. I pray that you want feel the hell your in. I pray an abundance of joy in your life and your family’s lives. I pray for your health and mobility and everything else you need in your life. I declare it is all so in Jesus’s name.

Amen

God bless,

God, Where Is My Husband?

Father,

As you know I’ve been single for two years although I’ve been Divorced only one year. During these two years I’ve learned a lot about myself. You’ve changed me from the inner depths of my spirit to my outwards appearance. You’ve rebuilt my life in such in indescribable way. You have allowed me to cut ties with the people who didn’t have my best interest.
I’ve joined a church that I love and I’m very active in. My children and I are enjoying our lives like never before. It’s like you have erased every bad memory from their past. I’m grateful.

However, father I want to know where is my husband? I’m ready to be his wife. I’m actually ready to be submissive, that’s only because I’ve learned to submit to you. I would like to  have sensual touches, luscious kisses, and sweet conversations with my man. I would like to go on dates with him and laugh at his corny jokes while I blush. Lord, I’m ready to prepare his meals, iron his clothes and make passionate love to him. I’m ready to hold his hand for richer and poorer, and for better or worst and much more. I’m ready to be his help mate by, supporting his dreams, and doing the things that you have called him and I to do. I’m ready to build a lifelong companionship with him. I’m ready to see his flaws and all. I’m ready for heated conversations that will bring him and I closer as one. Lord, I’m ready to have his children (plus, my clock is ticking lol.) Long story short I’m ready for him now.

However, father if your still working on him, I’ll wait patiently. I want him to be just right for me. In the meantime I’m going to stay busy, and focus on purpose, myself, and my children. God, just keep him and I from falling in the traps of temptation and lust.

Amen

There Is A War Going On Between My legs.

There was a war going on on between my legs but, the Prince of Peace stepped in.

There is temptation nearly everywhere I turn, it’s nearly impossible to not reconsider dating or having sex. Honestly, I thank God that I’m busy, only the LORD knows what I would have gotten myself into if I actually had spare time. It only takes a blank of an eye, for the anatomy of  human mind and body to crave the appetite of sex.

There was a war going on between my legs but, the Prince of peace stepped in.

Its truly a challenge to have integrity when you’re starring temptation in the face. But, as I am mature spiritually I’ve understood that my body is a living scarfice for God. Therefore, I can’t engage into premarital acts, I can’t have a promiscuous lifestyle and expect the anointing of God to flow within my life. I don’t  believe God can fully use me when, I’m wrapped up in sin forming unordain soulties. Although, I’m a woman and I have needs and wants, I rather stay celibate and wait on God to send me my sweetheart (husband.) While I’m waiting I crucifix my flesh by reflecting on how past relationships didnt work out because, I didn’t allow God to choose my partners. I also stay busy for God and his kingdom, I’m active within my church, in my community and, with my children (its easy to stay out of trouble when you’re Busy.) Most of all I constantly pray to the Lord for his keeping power; I ask him to keep me until my sweetheart (husband) walks into my life.

There was a war going on between my legs yet but, the Prince of peace stepped in.

Of Course, I want to be married and I would like to be intimate but. I understand that this is my single season. God is building me up during this season of my life. My single season is a vital process that can’t be skipped or rushed. God is developing my character, working on my mind, and demolishing my old attitudes towards relationships. I want to be prepared  when my sweetheart walks into my life. I want to whole.

There is a war going on between my legs but, the Prince of Peace stepped in.

I have been tempted but, things never worked out. (My prayers were just being answeared.)