He slapped you. He kicked you. He spit on you. He beat you. He belittle you.
Girlfriend, get the picture he is too broken to love you. His brokenness will tear you up. He can’t love because, he cant love himself. No matter how many times he apologize after the beatings he, will soon strike again, again, and again. You aren’t his punching bag. So leave that fool alone. He has issues that only God and medicine can fix.
He has no right to hit you. He doesn’t have authority over your life. He is not your Jesus nor is he your savior. He is just another man who has internal issues. Girlfriend, mostly you are broken. What has allowed you to accept dysfunction? When did you become addicted to pain? What has happened to you? When did you loose yourself? When did you stop loving yourself? Somewhere down the line you lost yourself.
You are a child of God and he will send a man in your life to beat you. He loves you too much. I want you to start loving you. Because the next time he hits you can be the last time you’re alive. Break away from that situation before things get out of hand.
I’ve been in your shoes and I lived through it as a child. I’m still surviving without that person and so, can you!
Love ya!
Saddity Living 